Ahh, well.

Ahh, well.

Like most new-borns, my blog has spent most of its time sleeping!

I got sick.
Then uninspired to write.
Then unsure whether I ought to blog or not.
Then I forgot about it all.
Was too lazy.
Uninspired again.
Then I wondered why I should blog. Then I wondered why I should blog. Then I wondered why I should blog.
Me? Seriously?
Why would anyone be interested in my blog? Can I handle criticism? What does God want me to do?

No loud and clear voice from the Heavens was heard. Bother!

Then I was scared. How will I dare to be me? Really me. Not masked me.
It's hard!
Letting other people see the real me? Even harder.

I do not wish to hide or pretend, but sometimes that just feels like the better option. It's tiring work, always fighting fear.  I'm tired of doing it, and get tired doing it. But not doing it is a really bad choice, so I generally try to avoid it.

Ahh, well. Life right now...

"If at first you don't succeed,
Try, try again."
And again
and again
again
and again
and
...
Ahh, well. You get it, I suppose?

So that's what I just did. Tried again. A litte scared, but I shall publish!

Ahh, well. Here I go. Wish me luck!